Monthly Baby Haul: January 2014

I finally have a monthly baby haul to show ya'll for this month of January. It mostly consist of baby snacks and meals for her.

She loves Yogurt Melts! I got the Strawberry and Mixed Berries.

These are the Toddler Gerber Graduates Banana Cookies. Chloe loves these!! She can actually eat these and they are good for her too because she is teething a lot lately.

Gerber Graduates Mid Cheddar and Ranch Lil Crunchies puffs.

Chloe doesn't really like eating her baby food anymore so I been giving her more solid foods lately. Even though these are for Toddlers I thought I can cut it up enough to were she can eat them. I tried these lil meals before and she does okay with them. I do sit and watch her just in case....

I have to cut these up into smaller pieces but Chloe seems to like these already!

Chloe has been trying the NUK Learning Sippy Cup, she has 1 already so I decided to buy another one. I also bought two pacifiers because we lose them a lot.

Bought 2 packs of Baby Wipes. Cheap brand for now because they only costed $1.50 I think.

Chloe been teething a lot lately so I thought this would help her.

I picked up some sandwich bags because I use these bags to put her snacks in when she goes over to her grandparents house.

I bought 3 books from a 99 cent store in town

Love,

CES <3

What's On My Nails: Pink and Silver (1/11/2014)

Hey everyone I am finally back with a new polish post.... It's been a while since I painted my nails. I used my new nail dryer that I got for Christmas from my mom. The nail dryer is by Wet N Wild.

Sally Hansen Hard as Nails (Used as a base coat)
Wet N Wild Wild Shine in Lady Luck
Wet N Wild Wild Shine in Metallica

Love,
CES <3

Chloe is 10 Months Old: Update!!

I can't believe Chloe is almost a year old.... That means I need to start planning for her first birthday party! Chloe is 10 months old today.


Height and Weight: I don't know her height but last time we went to doctor which was about 2 weeks ago I think she was about 17 pounds. She already to heavy for me to carry!

Any Teeth? She has her two bottom teeth that fully came in. She has 4 top teeth cutting through now and one at the bottom! Two of them are more noticeable than the other two on top. She loves to bite me! Bad habit I am trying to stop her from doing before she gets older.

Feeding: Chloe is starting to eat regular food now she really doesn't like her baby food anymore. Usually in the morning I will give her baby cereal or make her pancakes. For lunch she is having her baby food still and for dinner she haves what we are having. She is still drinking Similac Sensitive Formula. She also loves her yogurt melts and her baby puffs.

Clothing and Diaper Sizes: Clothing is 6-9 month clothing and size 3 diapers.

Sleep Schedule: Chloe wakes me up around 7-9am. She takes 2 naps a day. One around 11 or 12 then another around 4-6pm. She goes to bed at 9-10pm. We are still doing co-sleeping.

Love,
CES <3

Pretty Little Liars Season 4 Episode 14 Recap

My favorite show is back and that means I am back to recapping this show. Are you ready to see Alison Alive? How will the liars deal with this now that she is back? We shall find out......

Do not read this post if you haven't watch this episode yet, Contains Spoilers!!!!



* The liars are trying to figure out why Alison is back and why she hasn't told them. Alison is Alive!!!
* Hanna has a theory. Someone is missing a girl probably around the same time Alison went missing and she might be the dead body and the one that they went to the funeral for maybe?
* Emily asked Alison mom about getting a hold of Jason
* Hanna mom still can't find a job
* Toby is back!!!
* Hanna still doesn't forgive Mona
* Aria is seeing Jake
* Sara Harvey went missing around same time as Alison
* Ezra saying sorry about what had happen with his son and her. Ezra wants another try with Aria.
* Spencer asks her Dad about trying to find Jason but he doesn't want to talk about it and wants her to stay away from Alison mom
* Toby and Spencer talk about Dr. Palmer and about Toby mom. Still trying to figure out the truth about Toby Mom.
* Caleb is back!!!!
* Caleb doesn't really know what to say to Hanna after everything happened to him. All he can say is that it is complicated.
* Emily and Hanna talk to a girl that knew Sara to get information
* Mona talks to Ezra. Mona wants Ezra to be her mentor??
* The dates don't match up with the girl and Alison
* Alison mom gave Hanna mom a job
* Alison mom tells Hanna that Alison still sees her mom in her dreams and told her mom to give Hanna mom a job
* I think Mona knows about Ezra!!! Mona wants Revenge. Mona knows who Ezra really is.
* "Fear can be a very good thing Mona"- Ezra
* Caleb tells Hanna he has to go back to Ravenswood
* Spencer Dad tells Spencer and Toby with evidence they can shut down Radley for good
* Aria calls Ezra and gets into the car with him!!!
* Ezra talks Aria to a cabin? Aria asks Ezra what he wants and he wants her.
* Ezra and Aria kiss!!!!
* Sara friend comes back to see Emily. She tells Emily that Sara is basically like Alison in a way with looks and personality.
* Hanna doesn't want Caleb to leave. Hanna wants the truth from Caleb but he can't tell her and he leaves. I feel bad for Hanna!!
* I don't trust Ezra at all now!!!!!
* Emily tells Paige about the kiss she had with Alison
* Hanna sees Caleb one last time to finally say goodbye
* Hanna shows the girls the diary that she took from the lair in Ravenswood. Time to read it.....


No Alison in this episode!!!!! No flashback either!!!


Favorite Moment: Toby coming to see Spencer at school

Shocking Moment: Mona knows about Ezra!!!!

Least Favorite Moment: When Caleb tells Hanna goodbye

Who I don't Trust: Ezra! He seems dark and creepy now, I don't trust him around Aria.

Love,
CES <3

I Have Some Thinking To Do.... (1/6/2014)

This morning me and Chloe woke up at 7:30am and it was 18 degrees!! I hate this weather it makes me not want to get out of bed. But today we had a meeting with a attorney to talk about Child Support and Custody rights. I just wanted to get some information since with everything going on I thought it was best for me and Chloe.

Basically this meeting was free but if we want to file and start the process it's $1,500 down payment. Right now she gave me some options and how the process is going to go if I want to do this. It's very tough, emotional and stressful to go through this but I just want to do what I think is best for Chloe whether people agree with me or not. Her life is in my hands.... I just have a lot of thinking to do to decide if I want to go through with this and what is the best option for me and Chloe.

Me and Josh got into it really bad last night. I just feels he cares more about another women than he does me and his daughter. He wants her to be apart of Chloe life but actually I get to decide whether or not i'm okay with it. I feel like he doesn't respect my decisions or listen to me. He basically blamed me for breaking up the family and saying I gave up to easily.

All I wanted was to work on my issues without being in a relationship then work on us but nope he thinks I am just thinking about me and I ruined things. He never takes any of the blame. It just hurts me that he is blaming all this all on me. I only want what is best for Chloe. I think I can say now me and him are officially done. Now what to do from here? I just been so stressed out lately it's crazy.

Here is some pictures of our day today:

Watched Easy A today I haven't seen this movie in a while and it's one of my favorite movies.















These are the books we read tonight. I usually will read 2 or 3 books to Chloe before she goes to bed.



















































Love,
CES <3

Time for me to do what makes me happy

Lately I been going through a lot and I had enough.... I don't deserve to be treated this way. I have did all the trying for years and I can't do it anymore. I rather be single than be in a relationship where I feel miserable most of the time.

I am doing what's best for me and Chloe. We both deserve to be happy. I don't care who doesn't like my decisions but I am doing what makes me happy and what I think is best for my daughter. I just wish you fought harder or try harder with your daughter.

I realized you can't force it to work and you can't stay in a relationship just because of a baby. It's not healthy....

All I want is to finally be happy and have no more drama or stress. I am sorry but I think I made the right decision for me and my daughter. Me and her will get through this together. No matter what she is my #1.

I just needed to let this out because I consider my blog like a diary to me, where years from now I can look back and see what I went through and the person I am now.

It's going to be hard being a single parent and going to college but I won't give up. I will prove to everyone that I am a fighter and I can do this.

Finally I think I had enough and now I am standing up for my self.

Advice from Me to You:

* Always do what's best for you and your children
* Never regret your decisions
* Don't stay or force a relationship just because you have a baby. It is not healthy to stay in a relationship, if you feel you had enough then that's your decision and no one elses.
* Don't let anyone judge you. You know what's best.
* Be happy and Stay Strong

Love,
CES <3

Life Update: January 2014

I can say now that my life is really a roller coaster because there is many ups and downs.... I haven't did a life update in a while and I really needed to do one. Everything has changed.....



*Chloe is almost 10 months old now!!! I need to start planning for her 1st birthday party.

*Me and Chloe both caught the stomach virus, it was the first time Chloe got sick since she been born.

*I made straight A's again this semester. I have 2 semesters left till I get my associates degree in Child Development. I plan to graduate by end of 2014.

*I started doing the Birth Control shot. I had trouble the first time I got it because before the shot my blood pressure was really high. I been having trouble with my blood pressure lately.

*I have to buy Chloe a new car seat. Her doctor said she is getting too tall for her car seat that she has now.

*I am officially now a single parent. Me and Josh broke up. It was my decision for personal reasons. Still figuring out how to co-parent and rights.

~I am going to try to do these life updates more often. This is what has been going on right now. If you have any blog post ideas that I should do on my blog please comment and let me know.~


Love,
CES <3