Lately I been going through a lot and I had enough.... I don't deserve to be treated this way. I have did all the trying for years and I can't do it anymore. I rather be single than be in a relationship where I feel miserable most of the time.
I am doing what's best for me and Chloe. We both deserve to be happy. I don't care who doesn't like my decisions but I am doing what makes me happy and what I think is best for my daughter. I just wish you fought harder or try harder with your daughter.
I realized you can't force it to work and you can't stay in a relationship just because of a baby. It's not healthy....
All I want is to finally be happy and have no more drama or stress. I am sorry but I think I made the right decision for me and my daughter. Me and her will get through this together. No matter what she is my #1.
I just needed to let this out because I consider my blog like a diary to me, where years from now I can look back and see what I went through and the person I am now.
It's going to be hard being a single parent and going to college but I won't give up. I will prove to everyone that I am a fighter and I can do this.
Finally I think I had enough and now I am standing up for my self.
Advice from Me to You:
* Always do what's best for you and your children
* Never regret your decisions
* Don't stay or force a relationship just because you have a baby. It is not healthy to stay in a relationship, if you feel you had enough then that's your decision and no one elses.
* Don't let anyone judge you. You know what's best.
* Be happy and Stay Strong