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Welcome to My Blog. I just started this on March 6th, 2011. This blog will be about my life and my family.

Monday, March 7, 2011

My Health and My Feelings Toward Doctors

So I had my Doctor appointment today with the gynecologist and I was out so quickly Plus with the Diagnosis. It took her only 5 sec. to know what was wrong with me, the Other doctors at the hospitals and other clinic didn't know anything. I hate doctors! I just can't stand to be in a room being poked and ask many questions about my personal life and my sex life. I had so many test done that I was really about to give up and just deal with the pain until she finally told me what I had. Now if you have read my first post(A New Start) It told you about my stomach pain and how long it was going on. Which don't you think 5 months is ENOUGH time for them to figure out what was wrong. It just got on my Nerves so Bad!!
Anyways She told me I had two things wrong with me: Gastritis and Endometriosis.
Gastritis Just means That I have some what like "HeartBurn" In my stomach and my stomach is always inflamed. So Because of that I have to take meds and be on a "Diet" Which means NO SODA!!! Which is my Drug :(
Endometriosis is Well deals with the "Female Parts" and I am not sure if you would want all the details to that. But Just means it always makes my stomach hurt by what it does. So Now I am on Meds for that too. Hopefully this meds work if not then she said I will probably have to have surgery to remove whatever it is.

So now I have a Pain journal and everyday I have to write how I feel and how the pain is....

SO to conclude I hate Doctors!! It took one to find out what it was while the others I seen didn't know what they were talking about.

CES <3

Sunday, March 6, 2011

A New Start March. 6th, 2011

Hey Guys so I wanted to start a Blog so that You can always know what I am up to or whatever. I will update whenever I can. It's Just to express my feelings toward different things. These will always be random and some Post will be short and some may be Long....

These last couple of months have been so crazy for me, My health and my personal relationships have got me so stressed out. It started in Oct. 23rd of last year when I started to have bad lower stomach pains like Everyday. Since then I have been in the Hospital 4 times, and has had multiple test done. The doctors can't really find out whats wrong with me except that it might be my ovaries. I just hate doctors and having to be stuck in a hospital it just drives me crazy! Anyways my next step is to see a Gynecologist(Lady Doctor) to see if it has to deal with my Ovaries or not. I know the test that they will perform are gonna drive me insane because I just feel like I am violated all the time UGH :/ So hopefully they will find out whats wrong, Tomorrow is when I will go see them. So now is my personal relationships, Okay I am not trying to lash out on anybody or just put my personal relations out there but I just feel like I need to express my self some how right? Well I just got out of a relationship that Has had it's ups and downs. Now I really Loved him but I just can't do it anymore it's not healthy for me. Well Ours was a long distance relationship which those I really hate but for him I was gonna make an exception for. Like a week or so ago He told me that He needed a break from me because of my "Health" Well Who wouldn't be upset about that....Well I was. Then to find out from a "Friend" Which I don't really talk to anymore, that he broke up with me for her. Now come on you don't think I wouldn't be mad and upset about. That just hurts when I was gonna open my self up to him. Like I said I am not putting any names out there but THEY do know who They are. Well Now I don't talk to him or her because I am tired of all the games and lies. It's time for me to finally move on and have a Fresh start in life.  I know It will take me some time but I know it's something that I need to do.

"Everything Happens For A Reason"

So I don't know how many people will read this and like it but I really don't care. This is just to express my feelings.I don't really express my self a lot so this is just kinda like a Stress reliever that I hope will work for me. And these post will be random and will talk about different things....

CES <3